wwwaaaaahhhh!!!! 3rd Year Highschool is hard!!! Not a single day for rest...everyday there's homework..if not written homework, we have to study. I'm pretty much having a hard time adjusting and I feel so left behind. -sigh- I don't know if I'll be able to survive this year,but hopefully I will. Everyone's gotten so good and sometimes I feel so small. My mother said I've changed for the better but I don't feel like I have. To me, I'm still the same.
I told myslef I'll try harder this year. The trip to Cebu during the vacation was worth it. I had fun plus I found inspiration there. We visited relatives and though it was tiring, it was great. When we visited a relative, he started to tell how my mom was lucky to have bright kids compared to the kids of his children. I told myself,"I doubt that I'm bright." Compared to my brother,sister and younger sister's achievements, I'm not even close. They always brought home medals and gave our famliy a nice look. But when it came to me,I took home none. I only got a medal during 1st year highschool and that was only by chance. But inspite of all that when I heard what he said, it gave me motivation to try harder. I told myself that if that was what he expected of my mom's children, then I'll try to live up to it. It won't be easy but I'll try my best. I don't want to disappoint him and the others who expect things from me specially my parents. I won't compare myself to my siblings anymore but I'll think of them as inspiration and motivation. If they were able to do it then I can too. I am after all a daughter of a wonderful mother and father and a sister of intelligent siblings.(hehehe...^_^x) Gambatte!
I told myslef I'll try harder this year. The trip to Cebu during the vacation was worth it. I had fun plus I found inspiration there. We visited relatives and though it was tiring, it was great. When we visited a relative, he started to tell how my mom was lucky to have bright kids compared to the kids of his children. I told myself,"I doubt that I'm bright." Compared to my brother,sister and younger sister's achievements, I'm not even close. They always brought home medals and gave our famliy a nice look. But when it came to me,I took home none. I only got a medal during 1st year highschool and that was only by chance. But inspite of all that when I heard what he said, it gave me motivation to try harder. I told myself that if that was what he expected of my mom's children, then I'll try to live up to it. It won't be easy but I'll try my best. I don't want to disappoint him and the others who expect things from me specially my parents. I won't compare myself to my siblings anymore but I'll think of them as inspiration and motivation. If they were able to do it then I can too. I am after all a daughter of a wonderful mother and father and a sister of intelligent siblings.(hehehe...^_^x) Gambatte!
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