stabbed

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
10:13 PM

Friends...really,what does that word mean? looking it up in a dictionary, it says that it's a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ALLY, SUPPORTER, OR SYMPATHIZER.Sounds so nice doesn't it? Sounds so nice to think that you have an ALLY, a SUPPORTER, a SYMPATHIZER. It doesn't really sound so good to me now.

I wonder how a world would be like to have no friends. Maybe it's nice since you won't get hurt. The downside, you'll be lonely. But what's the difference really? When you have friends you can't really trust them exactly can you? Happy moments seem to be only a distant memory and it seems that its all shattered when you come realize this one thing. In the end the feeling is just the same,you'll still feel lonely. Maybe it's just me, its what I think. Maybe I need to learn from this and take it as a challenge instead,just as what my mom advised me.

I'm not really sure what to do now. Maybe just lay low for now and wait for this feeling to pass.

Mood:depressed -_-

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